Para sa TAONG PAINTINDI

Hayy… Naku! Bakit ba may mga taong napaka-PAINTINDI?!!!

Magkano ka ba? Mahal ka ba para intindihin ka? Hay naku. Hindi talaga tayo magkakasundo. At AKO na lang ang nag-iilusyon na may FRIENDSHIP sa kabila ng differences natin. Nakakapang-init ka ng dugo! Nakakasira ka ng araw! Nakakastress ka! Isa kang malaking NEGATIVE ENERGY NA DAPAT DINEDEADMA.

Never ka naman nakatulong. Ano bang magandang nadulot mo sakin? Wala! Isa ka pa sa mga taong nagparamdam sa akin na wala akong value, well in fact, isa itong malaking PROJECTION.

Tigil-tigilan na! What made me hold on to your friendship? My idealisms! Pero crap those ideals, can’t deal with you! Tigilan na! Kanya-kanya na!

Whew! Naiinis talaga ako! This is my only place to rant. Sorry.. 

Cannot think of a title

Disclaimer: My issues do not equal the Maguindanao Massacre. Hindi kayang tumbasan ng issues ko ang pagsigaw ng damdamin ng kung sino mang agrabyado sa Pacquiao-Ranillo love affair. It cannot match to whatever is going on inside the mind of whoever the next President of the Philippines will be. I know there is a bigger world out there… that my presence would not even create a ripple. But I hope I get my chance to air what I feel.:-(

It wasn’t a good week. Work is not ok. I had to do a Memorandum due by December 1 and I can’t even finish. That doesn’t make me sad. What frustrates me is the feeling of inadequacy. I feel I am not good enough… Not even enough. Parang wala akong kayang gawin. Parang wala akong improvement. Parang walang nagbago sakin. Parang lahat ng tao, nagdududa na kaya ko ring maging isa sa kanila… na magiging abugada din ako sa lalong madaling panahon. Parang lahat sila, iniisip na ndi pa yun mangyayari sa oras na aking inaasahan. I may just be paranoid. But please!!! It is a VERY SENSITIVE issue! Everything’s uncertain. Almost everything around me is in the brink of being unfavorable. So please… if it is about it, I better not hear it. If you have thoughts particularly pertaining to it, keep it to yourself. If you care enough, help me just improve myself. My faith is in a limbo… between believing HE will give it to me and that I still do not deserve it yet. So please… if you may just help me think of ways to improve. I know I can. I believe I have the heart. Ang kailangan ko lang ay mga taong may malasakit… malasakit na ako’y turuan, palakasin ang aking loob. Hindi kailangan na sabihan ako ng mabubuting bagay na hindi naman din totoo… sa halip, ang kailangan ko ay mga salita na may laman at hindi lamang hangin na wala ni katiting na tiwala. Basta. Ayoko namang hilingin sa Diyos na ipakita sa kanila na sila’y mali, that would not be a good bargain. That didn’t enter my mind from the very beginning. Ang gusto ko lang ay ituon ang aking isip sa misyon na sinabi kong akin bago ko pa suungin ang laban kasama ang Diyos. Pakiusap…

To end the week, I met with college friends. Another friend is about to marry. The third of the weddings I will be attending to in the next two months. First, Marcus and Maan’s, my friends from lawschool. Second is Diane and Clyde’s, Diane is my highschool bestfriend. Third, is Lenmark and Mae’s, Mae is a really close friend from UP Psych. Then fourth, is my boss’s. And then, Emer and Rish’s. They are all taking the next step.

When my friend Eunice got home from the meet up, she sent me an SMS telling me she had a great time with the group again. I told her I missed those times. Sabi nya sumakit daw ang panga nya. Then she said “oo nga, parang wala lang nagbago… maliban… may asawa na sila… tayo wala pa!” Sabi ko naman, “Ay, korek, eu! Naisip ko lang yung mga darating na taon… Sana wala pa ring magbago, maliban sana may asawa na rin tayo.” Aww…

When I got home, i placed Mae’s invitation to the other invitations i got. Then, made me think… grabe! ang tanda na nga namin. those people i once exchanged notes during perception class and spent nights doing term papers and discussing life-changing matters with. My closest friends are about to live their lives with people which, as I quote Mae said, “nakakatuwa lang yung feeling na secured ka… yung pakiramdam na kahit ilang beses kayong mag-away, ok lang. mapapagtiyagaan ka nya. yung kayo pa rin.” They already are secured. They are all marrying.

Then, i thought… when will i get my turn (hehe!)…

“I want to hold a hand when i pray;

one i would place food on a plate for; 

i will send messages telling where I am or what i’m doing when i feel like it;

cook food for;

choose clothes for or at least as to what colors match;

spend holidays with;

pick me up when it is already late;

feel comfortable answering my difficult and serious questions without throwing the questions back at me;

tell me “i miss you” and mean it;

spend time with my family and join us in dining out;

watch tagalog movies with me;

i would hug from the back;

put food into his mouth while he drives;

i would get lost with;

get stuck in traffic with;

discuss national issues with;

would understand my period;

I would say “i love you” to and “i’m in love with you”;

stay in love with and deeper everyday.

Dami pa yan. Gusto ko lang i-save sa isang malupit at bonggang bonggang marriage vow. I will be hearing a lot in the next months. Gene, prepare. Bawal ang magtumbling. hehehe!

P.S. This entry took some time for me to finish. Really wanted to write that night kasi i know my emotion’s too much to contain, I had to write them down and express. Pero I had to attend to something more important.. A close friend is leaving in a month. “I support your decision and I know you’ll grow in taking this next step. I am just sad because I know I surely will miss you. There could have been more that we can share. You’ve been a constant person. You’ll be missed, tsong. You take care of yourself there, ok? Make sure someone looks after you (kahit na nawiweirdohan ka sakin na kailangan ko pa ibilin yun, e matanda ka pa sakin). Basta, basta. Now, SG will surely be one country to visit considering lalo na andun ka na. Dalawin ka namin” Hayy… hindi ka na 3 tumblings-away. Ibang level na ‘to. See you soon, friend.”

I am concerned about you

God may allow us frustrations especially when we have worked so hard to deserve His Blessing… But, we must realize that in the end, we’ll see the reasons behind His work of shaping us to be more worthy of what’s best of the best we thought we can get. We’ll have it at the time and way we are much more in awe.

It is for you… I feel for you. I don’t know you that well but seeing you once in a while made me concerned of what you are and how you may be doing. I am afraid of what pain this challenge may cause you again. But be strong. I cannot come up to you and tell you this straight, I know you don’t know me much either and you may not even care about what I think… Thus, I tried to let it pass through somebody hoping that the message will reach you and help even the least possible way.

God has something best in the offing for you. Just be strong and SURRENDER. God cares. God loves you more than you think He does.

The CHIEF Purpose

This is going to be fast. I just want to get it out of my mind in the hope of conveying a point to whoever must know.

Too many people come and pass by our lives. Some stay and some of them just go in a snap of a finger. Regardless of how long they stay, we always want to know why they came in the first place. We try to find for purposes they were made to serve.

Just recently, I caught myself crying as I think so hard of a purpose a friend has in my life. Maybe  because I wanted to get the grasp of why I am keeping that friend despite and inspite. First things and obvious thoughts came to me: to test my patience, to be of help to somebody, etc. But one idea made me cry buckets: HE CAME TO MAKE ME REALIZE THAT I WAS MADE TO KEEP THE THINGS I PRAYED TO LOSE. He came to make me realize that despite wanting to lose something as it is causing too much pain, there are reasons why we had and experienced them. That at the end of the quest, God will show us that the reason why He made us hold on to things despite our prayer that He takes them away is because THOSE THINGS ARE WORTH THE MEMORY, THE SMILES UPON THE THOUGHT OF THEM, THE BLISS WHEN WE REMINISCE HAVING THEM AND FINALLY, THE WORTHY HOPE THAT WE WILL HAVE THEM AGAIN (despite the different wrap).

Maybe this is offensive for the person who made me realize. Comparison came in. Nevertheless, you are worth the patience and maybe the tears. I will be ok now. I need all the peace of mind I can get. Hindi naman sa kanya-kanya, pero try ko lang i-adopt ang konsepto ng “cold”. At least until after the Bar. Ako naman muna. Pero promise, andito lang ako, andito pa rin ako.

Oplan: Passive ME

Exactly two months before the first Sunday of the bar examinations. I am not yet done with the first reading phase of all the bar subjects. What got me to write?

I am procrastinating! Literally doing it and attributing it to people. Well in fact, it is all just me. I got myself to things I am not supposed to meddle with. Now, I am just so hooked; therefore, should be bound to be a little bit subdued if I am to set my priorities right. Not that I intend to be less of a friend or of a sister or less of who I am to them, but I know this is what I have to do… now, for myself.

This is what sacrifice entails. I have to do this. If that would mean I will be less available… I am sorry. I know they will understand. But will I be able to sustain it? Will I be able to understand myself? I hope so.

Things are getting out of hand. Got myself too affected. So I had to do something for myself. Maybe it is also telling me something else–that my stand on certain matters has been affected by what I have been all along. I have been bad. Maybe, I really have to make an active effort to get myself off it this time. Maybe I have not been objective the whole time though I may have seemed to try.

The fact remains, I have to be a bit more passive from this moment on. I have to be a little half-hearted of things not mine and be more focused and enthusiastic of what is given me. I have to trudge my own path. Let people make their own decisions, resolve things their way, do things based on how they want to do it while I EYE ON MY OWN CHALLENGE and  most importantly, LIVE GOD’s WILL FOR ME.

Resolved. Ready? I hope. Crossing my fingers. Three-day hibernation is my first step to being a bit detached but myself. Still forgiving and loving myself for a temporary me I have to put on.

For Dee

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Dee!

I have already told you before… I am always proud of how each and every event of your life molded you to what you are now. Despite and inspite the imperfection of what it had offer you, you have still realized the best from it–your character as a mother, your beauty as a friend, your goodness as a daughter.

I am with you always. I will continue praying with you and for you.

*big hug*

Sequel: unable to stop what is bound

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.. or should i say, i did not really wake up because i do not even think i was able to sleep even for a minute. literal na puyat! was it my choice?! NO! So i have all the right to complain!

I have said it, exam… work… weekday. But why the?! I feel so bad! I have no sleep. Wasn’t even able to when we all stopped talking. Was not even able to change clothes. Whose fault? Who am I to blame? One is invading (for lack of a better term) and seemingly inconsiderate at that (again, lack of a better term) and the other who may be too blinded to make a good value judgment. Or is it the circumstances telling me that it is inevitable…?

What if it is? Sigh… I don’t know what to say. All I know is that I can’t handle the emotional consequences. I need us all in the coming months. Selfish? I think so. Unreasonable? I am positive. And I hate it. But how can i not be? How can i be focused on letting them live and letting them learn from it? Sigh.. I cannot control people. I know! But good intentions, as well as selfish ones… I am just afraid of what it’s gonna cause us and them. I know things are different, people involved are, but as I’ve learned, universally speaking, space and time comes in between after whatever. And I can’t handle that. We don’t need that. I’m a pessimist now and with that.

Is it really inevitable? Is it forthcoming? I am so afraid it is.

Why the deal out of it? Sleeplessness. Lethargy. Feeling of losing control. The bad feeling of being attached. The yearning to be detached. Used as an excuse. Overthinking. Among other things.

I do not want to be mean. I do not want to say things bluntly. I am still well aware that it is just me as abovementioned. I am still trying to rationalize things. I will ask, I will speak if I have gathered enough of my senses, the moment I have already pleated my thoughts. Maybe. When I have gained the strength to know even that of what I fear.

I am feeling so helpless. Helpless of the things I am overthinking at the moment and which I may not be in the future.

Thursday today. Conclusion: generally a bad week. I hope it will end well. How? Diversion. Answers to questions. Consideration. Everything contrary to what is now.

the rockstars

 

they were just this before. they were merely performing for us. we had to force them for that even. (hahaha! actually kunwari lang nagpapilit sila) They had house clothes on. Restricted by a 28 square meter room.

But then…

here they are now!!! On their rocker clothes ( i dont really know how to describe what rockstars should be wearing). Performing not just for their friends but also for strangers who can shout their throats out to cheer them out. On stage! with all the lights and sounds and smoke effect!!! Very much how i imagined and hoped i would see them!

Earl wanted that a surprise. he told us that when it would happen, we will really be glad. he asked me when it was final, “is it everythign i told you it would?” I answered, “yup, and more.” They had it. i knew they just need a venue to showcase it. hehehe! Now, i can say, you both have found your niche. It feels so good see you both do what you do best. And together.

I hope people will be able to see more of you. And i hope they’ll be able to hear the song that you both made. hehehe! i hope i’ll be able to hear you both sing that again. (i’ll deal with the last comment before the year ends. hahaha!)

Happy Birthday, Bene!

You have been one person who showed me there are really things worth keeping despite the difficulty and the process one has to go through. You have been one person who made me realize that there are really things that one can delineate. You have allowed me to realize what is genuine despite its artificial look (a flower clay, if you remember). You have taught me to just say “words are not enough” if my heart is overwhelmed with so much but can still get a good point across. You have also taught me to keep it silent for a moment as time has its own way of fixing things.

You were created for me for that purpose, along with all others. I am grateful you remain and we remain. I pray that you have all that your heart desires according to how HE has written your life.

Bene, could not let this day past without greeting you. As when words are not enough…

MARCOS F. DELA CRUZ, JR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I planned something grand for this post. but it was to no avail… for words are not enough. I never really know how to get my heart’s content across. Thus, I WOULD LIKE TO KEEP IT A COVENANT BETWEEN ME AND GOD FOR YOU.

I am still a friend and you remain the person my heart desires to keep. It weakens me and breaks my heart to see you and could not even come up to you and greet you. But hear this heart shouting… I pray you be well and wish you all that your heart longs. Today, God reminds everyone, especially me, of the purpose you were created for. Never could I be less than grateful and blessed.

Your friendship is worth the wait, dude. You remain worth it all. You continue to cause a smile, despite and inspite. Your value and the worth of your friendship has taught me the virtue I never really thought I could possibly have. Two years but i shall hang around and patiently stand still for the time I always pray to God for. Only HE knows what I hope for you to have. I am happy that you are happy and I pray you continue to be as I remain here. You deserve it grand.

Dude, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

familiarity breeds contempt. indeed.

Sigh.:-(

True enough, familiarity breeds contempt. Too sad had this misunderstanding with friend Earl last night. Sort of one-way though. I just felt so agitated with his seemingly negative approach on me. Really simple instances but maybe brought about by the tone and volume of voice, tiring day’s work, pressure from school and personal issues.

I just hate it when people think i am domineering. if i am, im trying to change. if it’s naturally my manner of talking, im sorry. but do not rub in the fact that i seem to insist my point of view on things. Dahil hindi. I am still trying my best to look at other’s points. Kailan ba kasi talaga ang showing ng Righteouskill? Ang babaw pero actually, may mas malalim na pinanggagalingan. Ndi ko sinabi na mali silang lahat at ako lang ang tama kaya don’t tell me na “ok. sige, tama ka na. sabi mo e.” And, is it shallow to think that procreation is a better reason than the fun brought about by… sigh. Different premises! but the point is, neither is shallow!!! and come on, can you blame somebody for thinking that one would rather suffer for the “sacred” reason of procreation?! tell me, it is mababaw!!! sino ang mababaw?!

sigh. too negative.

marse’s day

happy birthday, marse!

i hope you’ll have a day you will always remember. Be more grateful of what you’ve had, have and the people already present rather than the people who choose to hide in their very own worlds for now. You can be assured you are remembered.

i will always be grateful for the reason you were brought to my life. amidst all our odds and challenges, i will always remember you were there for me on the phone for more than an hour a lot of times before, listening to everything i have to say, you were there to pass me notes and short letters telling me how you’re feeling and how one thing makes you happy. i will be grateful for the person that you are. always. no matter what. i will keep you. you know that.

be happy. you’re blessed.

the happening

i had a pretty funny time last night. an expected procrastinating with studying for Criminal Law review class, i went out window shopping with a friend. He was actually thinking if he is going to buy a jacket on sale. Of course, the temptation that i am, i lured him to buying it. i think i was not convincing enough because we just ended up eating in a fastfood. walking all the way to glorietta from office just to eat in a fastfood. hehehe!

what made the night is our decision to meet up with new people. it turned out that my friend was meeting up with an old friend, unexpectedly. akala lang niya “eyeball” with somebody whom a friend back in law school wanted him to meet. yun pala, somebody he knew. ang galing! we actually were even thinking how we can go about the situation of meeting up with strangers. the night turned out not to be a “getting-to-know-you” night but a “bring-back-the-old-times” dinner. they reminisced about mock trial, second year cotton candy days, comfort room conversations, among other things.:-)

it made me think, i have met new people, that is a plus. but i have realized a fact and renewed my values that although “strangers are just friends waiting to happen“, it is more so that

to each and every person that happens will be those we are bound to keep and would make us realize that they are those to whom our very soul grapples  and the very same people our lives are written with and for.  

i am excted to have my own. paano kaya kami pagdating ng panahon? how will fate lead us all back together? astig! from my elementary friends, high school, college to my law school friends. what anecdote will i be able to share? down the memory lane, i have a lot to tell. i want to run down on some in order to aid me remember when the need arises. hehehe!

elementary. the DELA CHRIZQUELS. stands for Adeline, Laarni, Chrisgene, Crizelle and Racquel. Yan ang barkada ko nung elementary ako. una, kaaway ko pa si racquel kasi masungit sya noon. eventually, naging close kami at sumama na sya sa amin ni crizelle na close ko na noon pa. Section A kami. star section. I remember we even played spirit of the coin beside our school gym during lunch. when we were in grade 5, we became close to adeline and laarni. dun kami nabuo. Floyd Cas. He was a big elementary crush! Grabe! yun ang literal na puppy love. hehehe! nagkahiwa-hiwalay na lang kami ng dela chrizquels nung high school. racquel and adeline transferred to another school while laarni, crizelle and i were assigned to different sections. busy as we were, we suddenly grew apart, formed own groups. sad. i know i was the first to part. but i am more hopeful, time will lead us all back.

high school. i started high school so afraid of what is to come. Queen of Peace ang section ko ata nung first year. my first year was mostly about helping my friend Kurt. He had issues. Then i got close to Clarisse. She was likewise an instrument why i became close to our class valedictorian Diane. We all got close. Came second year, i bred a long time crush or should i say “high school one-way love story” with sherjun. naku, ewan ko ngayon paano nangyari yun. anyway, back to clarisse and diane. we got really close. we were the top 3 girls of the class. kaya syempre, hindi maiiwasan ang competition. hahaha! Zechariah ako nung second year. then bregitte came into the picture. nabuo kaming apat. Isaiah ata kami nung third year. I became close to Romulus. He’s coming top four of the class, pero the competition did not come into the way of our friendship. he was so into clarisse, my friend. while i am so into sherjun, his. Came fourth year, haay. a lot to tell. I joined the COCC nga pala and became the batch’s Batallion Executive officer. hahaha! with my tiny voice, that was my and their issue. hehehe! i remember i fell from my chair when i was in third year. Si Jomai ang pinakananloloko sakin nun. hahaha! Si Lenard nga pala, ang nagpauso ng lahat ng korny at kakaibang salita na natutunan ko, i.e., papansin (and all its other varieties), kornik, etc. One of the bestfriends i had. We forned the NNG (no name gang). hahaha! ang pinakamakukulit pero clean fun na barkada ko nun highschool din. Then came graduation, sobrang lungkot! Grad song: Through the years. magkakahiwa-hiwalay na kami. and Legaspi resort, the place to be. hehehe! niligawan ako ni sherjun. haay naku, ayoko magdwell. hahaha!

college. the UP. The best. at first, it wasn’t big deal that i passed and studied there. but when i came to experience other schools after, that is when i begin to realize na there are so much to thank the UP for, making me want to go back there (So much of that realization, i had with meds and zeena). Marie, Marby, Karen, Macs, Maxsim, Lio, Kahrs, Cham, jab, dianne at ang buong block N4. Kahit maraming nagsasabi na nerds daw ang tagablock namin, ok lang. mahal ko sila. They were with me from the start, and most of them, until now. UP Psychology Society. I became part of the “committee with the heart”–EXTERCOM. From the very first year that i joined the org. it gave me venue for outreach activities, one that i really intend to do. medical missions, visit to orphanages, habitat for humanity. astig. jologs man kami, mahal ko ang extercom, mahal ko ang Psychsoc. The Honorary Organization of the UP! UP Mandala 2004. I was the photography editor. it completed my college life. that is when i really became close to my batch. Ted, Nix, Byosh, Wys, JV, Mat. Laglagan week. astig! then, we bid off to our own separate lives. some went to medical school and a very few to law school. some intended to work and practice psychology. some intended to work though unrelated to the discipline. a lot of mentors. we’ll miss the PHAN, kuya collins. University avenue. the whole of UP. ay, crush on arbie pineda and mark velazquez (met him when i had my outreach activity at a toddler school where i teach and take care of children for free during the weekends. and we had dinner after winning a dating game. hahaha! ) also, another classmate in Modern jazz class (nabalitang bading sya nung nasa Molave dormitory sya, from classmate sources). and close friend Ted. tsaka, i won’t forget the very first time i got drunk. at kaye’s house, during our last batch party. super lasing, i was crying and then saying “ayoko lang siyang masaktan” (as conveyed by my friends). whew! i can still remember who i might probably be pertaining to. hahaha! and then my PJ, my paolo jose. he will forever be a person i shall appreciate and remember.

lawschool. san beda college. Block 1-D. the best law school block ever! nobody protests! i am entitled to say this. ana, lei, randl, zeena, earl, winston, marcus, raul, vin, bene, momy pia, mayee, theeza, marian, anabelle, meds, anthony, fred, roselle, mervin, joey, laica, norman, daddy gerry, ava, aian, regan, riza, frank, janice, ayn, raissa. ang aming mga adopted na din. hehehe! i remember the coaching days namin sa recit. ang mala in se ni frank. and “vegetarian and vegetable” rendition ni marcus at vin. ang making love recitation ni zeena. and my very own “separating the legs to constitute attempted rape” recitation with judge erum. my mocha cake days with bene. short note exchanges in the beda library. coffee breaks with marcus. a fountain pen. “when i met you”, “your brought me out of the shell”. hands to heaven. maroon five. mga nawawalang days ni winston. balot with manong outside beda with marcus. fiorgelato ice cream with marcus, again, na according to him e lasang tiki-tiki. hahaha! (for me, the best description of an ice cream, ever!) banana split ice cream na naging banana split flavored crushed ice at SM manila before oblicon class with marcus. picture taking with leira. lex celebbrationis and my cheering days with the girls of the batch. atty. pangan. dean sundiang. dean jara. atty. loyola. quezon trip sa malapalasyong bahay nila laica. sad june revelation. chocolate mallows from P. patient winston outside my classroom. walkathon along dapitan for isaw and balot with P. john henry. section 2-S. Section 3-D. arellano university school of law. vito cruz tower 2 unit 925. eurostar. rex navarette. chili’s. close to you. global gutz. baguio (camp john hay, pink sisters, grotto, our lady of manaoag. hotel 45. camp john hay, again.) arellano university school of law, again. vito cruz tower 2 unit 1106. ombudsman marcelo. lorena. edwin. raquel. corrine. ia. argyle. wil. mish. gazette. rona. andrei. chito. maiel. sandy. delo. julius. raul. bart. charade. malou. erwin. kenneth. shaela. justy. shiela. tin. keewy. joyce. ciara. reg. jp. dada. ces. kathy. mark. G. karl. hycee. SRJ. barops. AND AGAIN, MY CLOSEST LAWSCHOOL FRIENDS– DUDES FOREVER: EARL JAY, ZEENA AND P. YOU THE BEST(EST)!!! and you can probably notice it through the entry. it is inevitable… he’s a major part of my lawschool life (a fact). hehehe! my dude, my labdude, was my sweetheart, forever my labdude marcus.

at ang napakarami pang mga bagong kaibigan. words are not enough to convey how much i am grateful and how happy i am for each and every one of you who happened.

for those who passed by and for those who chose to stay, maraming salamat. you all made a difference. you all have completed a beautiful chapter in my life story. and for those who left, i am sure that it may be temporary. if not, im sure the purpose has been served. again, thank you. 

Though our communication wanes at times of absence,

i am aware of a strength that emanates in the background.

happy birthday, tsip!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TSIP!

     I hope you’ll enjoy your day. you once said:

ganun talaga, gene. people come and go. friends go but they remain friends.

sana ganun ka din. i take responsibility to the things i did. that is the reason why i still have reasons to forgive. in pari delicto.

basta, though we put value on things differently, you know my stand on this. Maligayang kaarawan ulit, kaibigan. Dalangin ko ang kasiyahan mo sa araw na ito at sa mga susunod pa.

:-)