The CHIEF Purpose

This is going to be fast. I just want to get it out of my mind in the hope of conveying a point to whoever must know.

Too many people come and pass by our lives. Some stay and some of them just go in a snap of a finger. Regardless of how long they stay, we always want to know why they came in the first place. We try to find for purposes they were made to serve.

Just recently, I caught myself crying as I think so hard of a purpose a friend has in my life. Maybe  because I wanted to get the grasp of why I am keeping that friend despite and inspite. First things and obvious thoughts came to me: to test my patience, to be of help to somebody, etc. But one idea made me cry buckets: HE CAME TO MAKE ME REALIZE THAT I WAS MADE TO KEEP THE THINGS I PRAYED TO LOSE. He came to make me realize that despite wanting to lose something as it is causing too much pain, there are reasons why we had and experienced them. That at the end of the quest, God will show us that the reason why He made us hold on to things despite our prayer that He takes them away is because THOSE THINGS ARE WORTH THE MEMORY, THE SMILES UPON THE THOUGHT OF THEM, THE BLISS WHEN WE REMINISCE HAVING THEM AND FINALLY, THE WORTHY HOPE THAT WE WILL HAVE THEM AGAIN (despite the different wrap).

Maybe this is offensive for the person who made me realize. Comparison came in. Nevertheless, you are worth the patience and maybe the tears. I will be ok now. I need all the peace of mind I can get. Hindi naman sa kanya-kanya, pero try ko lang i-adopt ang konsepto ng “cold”. At least until after the Bar. Ako naman muna. Pero promise, andito lang ako, andito pa rin ako.