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Oceans will Part
April 13, 2009I am restless. And I hate it. It implies to me that I am doubting, I am losing my faith. And I don’t like it. Minutes away from a sort-of-life-defining news, I cannot lose my faith now. I have surrendered it to Him before. He told me He has won the battle with me already. I should not hesitate now. Truly, HIS love can never be outgiven.
Verse 1:
If my heart has grown cold,
There Your love will unfold;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
When I’m blind to my way,
There Your Spirit will pray;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
Chorus:
Oceans will part; nations come
At the whisper of Your call.
Hope will rise; glory shown.
In my life, Your will be done.
Verse 2:
Present suffering may pass,
Lord, Your mercy will last;
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
And my heart will find praise,
I’ll delight in Your way,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand,
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand.
He’s triumphed with me after five years and I am claiming it. To HIM be the glory.
"moment" lang
April 10, 2009Haha! This is so funny. Part of the daydream, I guess. It may be wanting to get more reasons to continue thinking about a happy thought. Hehe! I came across this in my archived files:
Labdude: ano ba talaga? Can you just tell me what’s in your mind? What’s in your heart?
Gene: …….
Labdude: c’mon.
Gene: I just don’t want to lose you in any way that whatever it must be that we have to be then so be it.. I just want things clear..
Gene: gets mo?
Labdude: vague.
Gene: that I want to be on the right track.. that I want to get a grasp of what it is.. that I want to be able to understand but not demanding.
Gene: get it?
Gene: meaning that whatever it is in my mind and heart can go with what it should be, that it can settle with where it should be as long as I don’t lose what we have.
Labdude: ya. U told me that before. I know that already. And I’ll never forget about that. It thought it is something else you have to say.
Labdude: nyway, thanks for the assurance that you’ll just be right there. We’ll never lose what we have unless we let it.
So nice. Very timely. I was inspired. I was given more reason to be positive about it. My faith was strengthened. I don’t have the hard copies of my journal where everything is written. It is now in the hands of someone I have entrusted it with. I have handed it to someone who was with me during the surrender. Coming across some of them in my files is cute. I’m hanging on to the happy thought. Dami pa actually na SAD lines and memories sa files. Yoko na lang magdwell. Hehehe! Dito lang. Selective na kung selective. Hehehe! Ako ‘to e.
HE spoke, again.
April 7, 2009I know I am sort of exaggerating. I am just so overwhelmed. I know I may be pre-empting because however we look at it, things are still uncertain. There is still no assurance. GOD really is just there to calm my heart and to grant me peace.
HE did even before my first exam in the finals week. HE has spoken to me through this song.
AT THE CROSS
Although You’ve searched me; You know my way
You fail with my failure; I know You love me
Your holy presence; Surrounded me
In every season; I know You love me; I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There’s no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave; Glory fills the highest praise
What can separate me now
You go before me; You shield my way
Your hand upholds me; And I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There’s no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave; Glory fills the highest praise
What can separate me now
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There’s no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave; Glory fills the highest praise
What can separate me now
You taught a way, You made a way; When You said that it is done
You taught a way, You made a way; When You said that it is done
And when the earth fails; Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me; I know You love me; Oh, I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There’s no greater love than this, no
You have overcome the grave; Glory fills the highest praise
What can separate me now
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There’s no greater love than this, no
You have overcome the grave; Glory fills the highest praise
What can separate me now
You taught a way, You made a way; When You said that it is done
You taught a way, You made a way; When You said that it is done
You taught a way, You made a way; When You said that it is done
You taught a way, You made a way; When You said that it is done
This message has helped me through. However, I cannot promise that if things be not as I have hoped they be, I will not be weakened or that I will not hurt. I surely will. As I have resigned to be true, it really is difficult to live by God’s will especially if it runs contrary to what our heart longed for. But I am sure there will be acceptance.. HE got me through in the past, HE will through the way. I am on a WILLING FAITH.