Happy Birthday, Bene!

You have been one person who showed me there are really things worth keeping despite the difficulty and the process one has to go through. You have been one person who made me realize that there are really things that one can delineate. You have allowed me to realize what is genuine despite its artificial look (a flower clay, if you remember). You have taught me to just say “words are not enough” if my heart is overwhelmed with so much but can still get a good point across. You have also taught me to keep it silent for a moment as time has its own way of fixing things.

You were created for me for that purpose, along with all others. I am grateful you remain and we remain. I pray that you have all that your heart desires according to how HE has written your life.

Bene, could not let this day past without greeting you. As when words are not enough…

MARCOS F. DELA CRUZ, JR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I planned something grand for this post. but it was to no avail… for words are not enough. I never really know how to get my heart’s content across. Thus, I WOULD LIKE TO KEEP IT A COVENANT BETWEEN ME AND GOD FOR YOU.

I am still a friend and you remain the person my heart desires to keep. It weakens me and breaks my heart to see you and could not even come up to you and greet you. But hear this heart shouting… I pray you be well and wish you all that your heart longs. Today, God reminds everyone, especially me, of the purpose you were created for. Never could I be less than grateful and blessed.

Your friendship is worth the wait, dude. You remain worth it all. You continue to cause a smile, despite and inspite. Your value and the worth of your friendship has taught me the virtue I never really thought I could possibly have. Two years but i shall hang around and patiently stand still for the time I always pray to God for. Only HE knows what I hope for you to have. I am happy that you are happy and I pray you continue to be as I remain here. You deserve it grand.

Dude, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

familiarity breeds contempt. indeed.

Sigh.:-(

True enough, familiarity breeds contempt. Too sad had this misunderstanding with friend Earl last night. Sort of one-way though. I just felt so agitated with his seemingly negative approach on me. Really simple instances but maybe brought about by the tone and volume of voice, tiring day’s work, pressure from school and personal issues.

I just hate it when people think i am domineering. if i am, im trying to change. if it’s naturally my manner of talking, im sorry. but do not rub in the fact that i seem to insist my point of view on things. Dahil hindi. I am still trying my best to look at other’s points. Kailan ba kasi talaga ang showing ng Righteouskill? Ang babaw pero actually, may mas malalim na pinanggagalingan. Ndi ko sinabi na mali silang lahat at ako lang ang tama kaya don’t tell me na “ok. sige, tama ka na. sabi mo e.” And, is it shallow to think that procreation is a better reason than the fun brought about by… sigh. Different premises! but the point is, neither is shallow!!! and come on, can you blame somebody for thinking that one would rather suffer for the “sacred” reason of procreation?! tell me, it is mababaw!!! sino ang mababaw?!

sigh. too negative.

their first sunday, the countdown to my one year begins

Yesterday was first Sunday of the 2008 Bar Examinations.

I served for my sisses, 26 of them are taking the bar this year. Was just in Manila Diamond waiting for the time when we can do the run for last minute tips and bar kits. Perfect time to bond with the sisses. We checked in the hotel just to watch MMK with Joross and my TJ Trinidad. Funny, everyone was so into the story, at may nagrereact pa!!!! And I quote sis Mel: “ok lang na nakakasakal, at least may nagmamahal.” Woah! Nagbibitaw ng mga ganung statement?! Ganun kami kaaffected. hehehe! After that, all chikas about friend fraternities and LP’s secret crush. hahaha! i support you, lp!

Morning came when we had to do the run. Sis Kaye drove for us. Went to Manila Pav then Sherraton then to Angelo King for Sis Tin D. and Sis Chyle.

I had to walk home after.  This i really intended to do because i also would like to wish good luck my friends from Beda who are about to take the bar. Saw Bene and Ava. Then infront of BPI was the AUSL crowd. Did not stop for them, actually. I stopped because there i saw my blockmates from Section 2-S and some friends from Section 3-D and sisses. They are 2008 bar examinees. They seemed to exude both excitement, tension and confidence. Mixed. Just hugged them, kissed and bid them off. GOD BLESS YOU ALL! You’re all getting near the ultimate dream! Cheers!

Thinking about it, i should have been with them. I should be taking the bar examinations this year. if not for circumstances which transpired and most importantly, pursuant to HIS WILL– the BEST PLAN. It has a reason, an ultimate purpose. I may not be able to understand now, but surely, MY LIFE HAS BEEN PENCILED THE BEST WAY IT SHOULD BE. I will get my own turn. I just have to be patient. This, along with the other things i should be patient about.

I will have close friend attorneys in six months! Friends, GOD BLESS YOU ALL. This may just be the beginning of a long month but this surely is worth the journey. Rock the bar exams!

Your first sunday, the start of my one year countdown!

banged on the head

not a day has passed. it was answered. YOU’RE A JOKE. if it was not you, it was.. the circumstance was. hahaha! and funny, i should say, got a LITTLE carried away. hahaha!

but that’s nothing. not an investment.

may be willing to try

To the one who sent me this:

Someday, we’ll forget the pains who caused the tears and why we cried. We would finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge but letting things unfold in their own ways and that life is simply a blank book. After all, what matters is not the first but the last chapter which shows how well we ran the race. So smile, laugh, forgive, believe and love over and over. Keep dreaming. Keep loving.

if it would have been you. i may say, i may be willing to try. hehehe! thus, i must say, medyo kinilig ako. SANA TOTOO KA. SANA HINDI KA JOKE. 

happy birthday, bro!

Happy birthday, jason!

you have a funny way of dealing. you seem like a little kid, a bro. whatever it is that you are, i hope you have a blast. enjoy this day!

be thankful. you have been given the best gift… rock on, architect!

don’t forget the commitment you’ve made.

torment, suffer, sacrifice, end?

i am fearing another challenge for my friend. i am afraid of how much this is going to take from him. i am in the middle of it. i have my great hopes still. THEY CAN MAKE IT. I AM FAITHFUL.

if they won’t be able to make it, it will manifest to me that some good things never really last. but why? it was so good, why wouldn’t it be allowed to be forever? GOD calls it. but why not lifetime for them? 

sigh. :’(