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cocooning
June 23, 2008because of my belief that we will be having our quiz in civil law review 2 and eventually and more because of typhoon frank, i was stranded in manila and wasn’t able to go home to laguna last weekend. too sad. im not used to that. i miss the house, despite and inspite… i miss papa and mama. i just want to go home.
and because i was forced to stay in the condo the whole weekend, helpless. i wasn’t even able to sleep after a night out with earl, zeen and winston. as in no sleep at all. sunday morning, when everyone’s asleep.. felt weird i was really crying. (i don’t know if they heard me and just didn’t ask as they wanted to give me my time and “space”. or that they were all into their sound sleep) i miss home. i miss ate. sobra. i just want to go back to my cocoon and forget my life in the city for a while. 
a thought also came to me: “How do you actually face fears which are inevitable? And how will you be able to fight it when it is already there?” something i fear is either to happen or is happening. i fear it but i know i cannot stop it.
