was my sunday

I went to the Kerygma feast with my family yesterday, something we have not done since my dad became our parish council’s vice-president. I missed it. I missed singing my heart out for God. Really. And maybe, that was a step to my long pending time for reflection. It made things a bit lighter and very much manageable.

After the feast, we went to Greenhills. Papa bought me a new phone. Reward for my high grades. Hehe! Nakakatuwa, para pa akong bata na kailangan i-reward for high grades. I’m on my fourth year (fifth year) in law school a. Hehe! ok lang! For affirmation. And in the first place, im still unemancipated. Hehehehe! I love my new phone especially that i got it because of hard work. Fun!

Then i was just home the whole day. took a nap early in the evening. Nagtuloy-tuloy na, my parents didn’t bother wake me up for our prayer time. I woke up about 3 in the morning. I felt so tired. maybe because of my dream. I dreamt of taking an exam unprepared. Only person not ready to take it in a class of 200 plus!!!! In my dream, i was with my high school and law school friends. When i woke up, i cleaned up and forced myself to sleep again. then the horrible thought came to me. I am not yet over!!!! i would like to think it is the season, the time forthcoming that give me these thoughts. i really hope so. or maybe because i just miss (i never really failed to.) i don’t know. one thing for sure, i cannot do anything about it. surrender and pray, that is all i am capable of. Nevertheless, whenever i pray to God, i feel better. knowing that my heart wants to surrender it all to Him though i have momentary slip-ups, i feel so much better. In His perfect timing and package. He’s my Writer.

Another week ahead. Summer is about to end. Sana makakita na ako ng dagat!!! Hehehe!