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it has always been about me?
May 23, 2008i had this conversation with a friend late last night… weird! from joking, it ended up to be a bit heavy and then i just slept without talking.
gene: e bakit ako lang sinisisi mo?
friend: ikaw lang ba? ikaw lang? ha?
gene: e bakit sakin ka lang nagsasabi?
friend: bakit ikaw na lang ba palagi? ikaw na lang ng ikaw?
gene: oo, ako.
friend: it’s all about you?
gene: oo.. akin lahat!
i know it is just one talk. it may have been blurted out of the blue. pero parang tinamaan ako. it is so weird i got affected. it made me think actually. selfish ba ako? have it been? have i always been? siguro that is what i get with being too outspoken. no matter how i avoid imposing what i want, it always may seem i am. really sad. siguro kasi i speak too much about my emotions, about my stand on a lot of things kaya eventually, nagmumukha akong conceited. possible. haay… sana mas magkaintindihan.
ok na kami… sana ganito na lang. sana maintindihan nya yung point ko na hanggang ganito lang muna ako sa ngayon. masaya naman na ganito lang e. sana…:-)
