not even half-gods

i hate it when people assert too much authority on me… i do not know if it is just my superiority issues surfacing or it is really just that those people i have issues with do not even have half the right to impose on me. I know how to follow, i believe i know how. May mga tao lang talagang para sa akin ay hindi karapat-dapat.

Nevertheless, since i do not have the ability to say “no”, i would rather follow. But please… spare me! Quit the act!!!! I will let you be what you think you are, but please, stop rubbing in  your seeming hallucinations! Grrr…

i’d trade places

i will do anything and everything just to trade places with anyone. i want a place different from where i am. i want a school different from where i am. i can keep a few people but definitely would like to forget some… at least, as of the moment. if that will help. if that can heal. i will, by all chances, grab the opportunity.

yesterday, i tried a different way on my way home. it turned out that i walked thrice the distance of what i should have.. on my three-inched shoes! lesson? not that to not always try new things… but actually the opposite… try new things. because though they may turn out to be difficult, it is the heart that is not prepared as it is not what it readied for. nevertheless, you’ll get to the end… your dreamt conclusion. maybe even more fulfilling than when done the way you thought it should be. minsan nga talaga mahirap ang mga bagay kasi ndi ka handa dun, kasi hindi ikaw yun. pero pag narating mo ang dulo ng daan, maiisip mo na lang na ok din palang sumubok ng iba, kabaligtaran ng iniisip mo at pinaghandaan. hindi sa lahat ng oras, pwede mong ipilit ang gusto mo… dahil sa tamang panahon, sa tamang pagkakataon at sa tamang sitwasyon, you’ll get what you want.

hehe! funny that i still can find some relation, well in fact it is just about me walking from leviste to edsa!!!! … but actually, it turned to be more than that–an aid to my present emotional issues, to my current imbalance.

i ended the day, boxing! buti na lang! something that made the day!:-)