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what you pay for changes
April 30, 2008this morning, i tried to do something different… come to office early. it is a good thing that i came early, with that, ndi na magiging mainit tingin ng bosses ko sakin.
however, what is the price to pay for trying the new things? not only the good ones, anyway, the world isn’t perfect. i had to suffer seeing one thing i keep on repressing. i hoped for a good day still. not to be affected with things you are so frustrated about. that which i have to pay for trying a different thing.
nevertheless, i am hopeful that someday, it will not be as frustrating as it seems now. it will be better. we get what we pray for… i am hopeful and forever keeping my faith.
i have to know…
when things are uncertain, we tend to want to get to the bottom of it… when things do not seem to go our direction, we want to pull it towards us… but what if we are powerless…
that is when the problem comes in. sigh. how i wish i do not have my superiority issues. how i wish i know evry single detail of what is going on. but i am just me… at least for now.
the root is that, i always tend to want to attach myself. i know that is wrong.